Thoughts on the Healing Aspects of the Arts
I have always wondered
about the healing powers of the arts. Having
walked through it personally – it seems more practical than magical. Reality
says, my life is changed forever… I don't wake up with an endless
blue sky every morning. I sense instead some days, a reachable
horizon that appears closer and closer. When I apply myself to my work
in clay however, the endlessness of creative possibility becomes my new
horizon. The challenge of bringing to life the ideas in my head become
more than a distraction. It is an ability to step out of the place
where reality is threatening and into a world where that horizon disappears. A
reality of participating in the true work of creation which in itself
is as never ending as the spirit that lives in us. In that place,
artistic play is a chance to defy the bogeyman of death, and dance to
the tune you used to hear as a child. It removes me from that darkening
plane and gives me a time that is full of possibility and promise. So
much more than a mere distraction! I am grateful for this ability – to
be free of self-focus and released into something full of life.
"Cancer Landscape" came from a group of photo's of my illness. The background is made up of pictures of my mastectomy
scars that have been altered and colored. The flowers are made
from photos of my bald head, my radiation burns and my mastectomy scars.
"Breast Cancer Bouquets" are the same
flowers enlarged with my biopsy report and prognosis made into stems
and petals.
"High
Places", is comprised of more images of my chest and scars which are
painted, cut and torn to make a landscape and sky. The
rocks are made from an image of a breast cancer cell. The little deer
has my face. The sun my face rising over it all.
I have found this process to be extremely healthy and a good way to
process the multitude of emotions that this illness has produced.